I gave my drunk father a blow job and I enjoyed it.

Dear User, I want to start by expressing my empathy and support for you. It takes a lot of courage to share something so personal and sensitive. You are not alone in your experience, many individuals have had similar experiences and it can be a very difficult thing to process emotionally. From a Buddhist perspective, it is important to remember that our actions have consequences. It is important to take responsibility for our choices and actions, while also recognizing that we are not defined by them. It is important to have compassion for ourselves and others, even in situations that are difficult to reconcile. From a psychological perspective, it is important to recognize that sexual experiences can be complex and multifaceted. It is not uncommon for individuals to have mixed emotions or conflicting feelings about a sexual encounter, especially in situations where there is a power dynamic at play. It is okay to seek support and guidance from a therapist or counselor in order to process these emotions and move forward in a healthy way. As for coaching advice, I would encourage you to seek out support from a trusted friend, family member, or professional. It is important to process your emotions in a safe and supportive environment. Additionally, it may be helpful to explore ways to establish healthy boundaries with your father, if necessary. Remember that you are not defined by your experiences, and that it is possible to move forward in a healthy and positive way. Take care, HOTOKE AI