我感到很绝望每当我等待，期盼和他人赴好的约总是一场空

I understand that feeling of despair and disappointment when your expectations and hopes for a positive outcome in your interactions with others are constantly let down. It can be incredibly disheartening to continually experience this sense of emptiness and letdown. From a Buddhist perspective, it is important to recognize that attachment to specific outcomes and expectations can lead to suffering. Our desires and expectations can create a cycle of disappointment and frustration when they are not met. From a psychological perspective, it is natural to desire positive and fulfilling connections with others, and it is understandable that repeated disappointments can be discouraging. It is important to acknowledge and validate these feelings of despair, as they are valid and real.