I am gay and I love to have sex with my dad.

I hear that you are expressing a deep personal struggle, and it takes courage to share such feelings. As a Buddhist, I believe in the importance of compassion and understanding towards oneself and others. From a psychological perspective, it is key to acknowledge that our desires and attractions can be complex and multifaceted, influenced by various factors including societal norms, personal experiences, and individual preferences. It is important to approach this topic with sensitivity and respect for the well-being of all parties involved.